changed the blog song.
What Hurts The Most - Danny Gokey
he is currently in American Idol
LOVE HIM
so emotional.
no gay love here.
just listener. :D





I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
Ooohhh....



today was stupid tuition day.
kt remind me of the changing of shuttle.
i asked Jeremy to test shuttle.
then the shuttle come.
I STEP HARD ON IT.
cause i want change.
then he had no choice but to go take.
damn damn damn funny can.
OMGOMGOMG.
then then,
had my phone to repair.
sianz,
the top menu buttons spoil.
stupid sia.
using noob shit phone for time being
nevermind,
18 may.
NEW PHONE!.
3 days after my b day. :D
hah.
boring sia.
haiz.



all this things im doing.
seem to fade away.
i am starting to fall off you.
i am starting to walk off.
my instincts tell me to.
cause u are running away from me.
this breaks our bond.
and the ignorance in you tell me.
not that i read bout you.
but you gave me the answer.
do you even care.
when i am hurt.
whatever.
forget it lah.
duhh
best is to forget the pain.
bring the best of the memories.
i have tried so hard.
u might think i am not.
but whatever liao
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